ninety three

risen from the dead.

“I missed you so much!” I said embracing Sidney when he walked through my front door. I was just digging my nose into his shoulder, trying hard not to let go. I missed him so much. These past few weeks have been really hard, but when push comes to shove, I rather fight with Sidney than be with anyone else.

“You can let go.” He said after a few minutes. I just stood there looking at him.

“Whats wrong?” He asked me.

“Nothing.” I simply said and shook my head.

“Tell me.”

“I’m just really glad you are back.” I said smiling.

“Jo.”

“Sidney..” I said smiling and hugging him again. He pulled away and started walking up my stairs.

“Where are you going?” I asked following him.

“Tell me what is wrong.” He said sitting on my bed.

“Nothing.”

“Its not nothing. You just hugged me like hundred times. What is wrong?”

“I just missed you a lot.” I said.

“I missed you so much too.” He said.

“It was just weird not being with you over the holidays. It was just weird. Everything lately has just been weird.” I said.

“I know. Its my fault and I’m sorry.”

“I just don’t know how to fix us sometimes.” I said.

“We don’t have to fix us. I have to fix the team.” He said.

“But the team shouldn’t affect us the way it does.” I said.

“I know, babe. I promise it won’t anymore.” He said.