Chapter Eighty

“Jo, come here!” Jacob called to me from his room.

“I’ll be there in a few.” I said grabbing my laptop and signing into my mail. I had only just left Sidney yesterday. We talked on the phone already.

“Here, Jo. Mail.” Jason said throwing me a letter. I was really confused because I had just seen Sidney yesterday. There was no way he could mail me a letter already.

Babe,

So you are probably wondering how I sent you this letter, well you are actually sitting outside reading one of those stupid Twilight books as I am writing this. I know you just love Edward, but you will still have to explain that to me. I wanted to write you a letter so you could get it when you got home.

Joey, I had the best time with you here with me. I knew it would be fun and amazing, but not in my wildest dreams did I think it would be this good. It just reaffirmed that I want to spend my life with you. I loved every minute of it, and I know you are worried about everything. I know you are worried about Pittsburgh and it will be different. It is going to be different because we aren’t going to be together under the same roof. We both have our lives in Pittsburgh and as much as we want to think that our lives are with eachother, we have separate ones too. I just don’t want you to ever doubt that just because we are a part, that means that we love eachother less. I know its hard for you when I am on an away trip, or when you see the girls standing around me. I know it must be frustrating to be dating me, but I do love you and I appreciate you standing by me. I’m sorry for what my profession has done and will do to our relationship, but you are way too important to me to make it an excuse. So yes, things will be different in Pittsburgh because you are at school and I am at Marios, but it won’t be like that forever. Our time will come to be together in every sense.

I’m watching you write now read, and I’m just trying to get that image burned into my brain. I don’t want to miss you when you leave but I know its inevitable. I miss you when you are just a room away and I know that I am a dork for saying it. I know that I say corny things a lot, but I feel like sometimes I don’t tell you enough. You are beautiful and I love everything about you. Thank you for staying with me this summer. Thank you for loving me. I love you and just thinking about you leaving is making my heart hurt. I’ll see you sooner rather than later. Write to me soon.

Forever + Eternity

Sidney xx

Of course while I am reading this, I am crying. It was so sweet that he would think to write me a letter so I would get it so soon. It was a nice pick me up. I almost forgot he wrote me an email too.

I just found one of your Twilight books in the guest room. You know I miss you when I miss hearing you gush over a vampire. I mean seriously, why is Edward so amazing? Can he ice skate? Can he score on a break away? I don’t think so! He wants your blood.. atleast I don’t want that. I could go for something else though.. too bad you are so far away. Well babe, just wanted to tell you that I love you and miss you. Don’t go falling for any vampires while I’m gone. Oh wait, they aren’t real! Thank god for that! Remember, Forever plus eternity still wouldn’t be long enough.

Miss you <3

First of all, I can’t believe I forgot a book at your house! Second, Edward could probably do those things because he is amazing as well. However, I do still love you even though you aren’t a vampire. I found a way to look past it. I just read your letter that you wrote me. You are the sweetest boyfriend ever. I think that just gave you points to surpass Edward. Go you!! Hey, maybe if you get bored you could read twilight, get some romantic ideas! Just kidding, you are romantic enough. Well I miss you and Sam. Go fishing and have fun. I’m scared to start soccer tomorrow, I know I am being stupid. Well I’m going to go write you a letter. Love you.

Forever plus eternity xoxo

I love you.

I love you too, but usually there is a reason why you are saying that?

Shut up, Sidney! I got your letter and email. You are so sweet. I think I like email better because snail mail really is snail mail.

So you aren’t writing me a letter?

Of course I am writing you a letter, its just I prefer emailing you. Its fun to make fun of you in print.

Yeah, because making fun of me over the phone just isn’t enough fun.

True, Sidney.. very very true.

Jo, I miss you.

I know. Its harder than I thought and its only been two days.

I know.

Its just it feels like we keep getting closer and stronger, every time we are a part it hurts worse.

I know. I’ll call you later. I’m out on a boat with my dad. Love you.

Okay.. have fun.. love you <3

“What did you want Jacob?” I said finally making it to his room.

“What were you doing?” He asked.

“Sidney sent me a letter and an email, so I was reading them.”

“Oh God.” He said.

“What?” I said confused.

“Not only is he Sidney Crosby, he also is like the perfect boyfriend.. its kind of gross.” He said.

“Shut up!”

“I like the guy and I’m glad that you two are together, obviously.. but he just makes it so harder for the rest of mankind!” Jacob said in all sincerity.

“You are just so funny, Jake! Go write Sophie a letter. She will be so surprised that you even know how to write!” I said leaving the room.

“That was a good one, Jo.” He said and I just started laughing and walking down the hall.